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  <pubDate>Sat, 31 Oct 2009 18:02:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Boyes over Flowers</title>
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  <description>I just finished watching Boys over flowers the Korean version.  I&apos;m not really that much into watching Asian dramas but I was bored and a little curious since Rightstuff just had a sale on YA entertainment which is releasing Boys over Flowers in region 1.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is a little bit longer than the anime version and quite a bit different although I from what I understand it follows the manga version somewhat, which I haven&apos;t read. It has a different feel to it character wise and even story wise.  Tsukushi/Jan Di is toned down a lot and isn&apos;t as feisty, Tsukasa/Gu Jun Pyo isn&apos;t as much of a arrogant prick, and the other two F4 guy aren&apos;t really much of womanizers as they were in the anime version.   Rui/Ji Hoo played a bigger part which I like and dislike at the same time.  The biggest problem I have with the live action version is I ended up wanting Rui/Ji hoo to be with Tsukushi/Jan Di.  I couldn&apos;t figure out why in the hell she was stuck on Tsukasa/Gu Jun Pyo, other than the fact that he loves her so much and needs her more than Rui/Ji Hoo.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The whole Rui/Ji Hoo is my soul mate and Tsukasa/Gu Jun Pyo is my love is a little screwy.  I know where it comes from but in the end I was really hoping she finally dump Tsukasa/Gu Jun Pyo.  To me it was frustrating as hell to watch since I knew that she would end up with him instead of Rui/Ji Hoo even though in he is a better match in  every way include the fact she spends most of her time with Rui/Ji Hoo.  In the anime I didn&apos;t feel that way since Rui/Ji Hoo&apos;s character was in love with Shizuka/Min Seo Hyun and he never really perused Tsukushi/Jan Di that much, there relationship stayed more friendship than romantic.  Shizuka/Min Seo Hyun came back in the anime version and that pretty much ended the whole love triangle but in the Korean version it runs through the whole damn thing clear up to the last few minutes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Despite that I did like it since it was a different take on the story and there was more character depth including all the characters except Sojirou/Song Woo Bin who for some reason gets pretty much left out. I have always liked Boys over Flowers the anime and I can&apos;t help but like this one as well.  Hot Asian guys help along with some really great locations/cars/houses/ect.  I also enjoyed the music up until the fifth episode then I began to get annoyed by the fact the played the same few songs over, and over, and over, and over.....Until I think I can still hear them in my head.  It wouldn&apos;t be so bad except it wasn&apos;t just like 30 seconds but minutes of the song playing over various part of the show.  The acting wasn&apos;t the best since it was in my opinion over exaggerated in parts but I can forgive that because of I was to busy looking at eye candy :P  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After finishing it up I think I will leave my order for the first part in at rightstuff.  For $50 it isn&apos;t a bad deal and I wouldn&apos;t mind watching it again.  The fansubbed translation was a little confusing at times for me so I&apos;m curious what the legit versions translation will be like.  I&apos;m probably on of the few people that do watch fansubs that isn&apos;t crowing that they are better than the r1 companies. I feel that they sometimes take literal translations to far although the R1 companies do have their faults as well.  Like the recent Honey/Clover mess @_@.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 19 Oct 2009 17:11:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>DMP sale</title>
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  <description>Yay!!! There is a DMP sale at Righstuff that includes June and Doki Doki although 801 isn&apos;t included.  It is just as well since there is soooo much I want from June as it is. I&apos;ve been waiting for this sale for a while, I figured it was come up since Yaoi-con is this month. With the new lower print runs that DMP is doing I&apos;ve decided to pre-order almost all their books with this sale.  I&apos;ve already lost out on a couple of titles that went OP a lot quicker than I thought they would.  I was really lucky to be able to grab a volume of Only the Ring Finger Knows vol 4 for under $10 used even though it is OP and most sellers where selling it at really high prices.  My tactic of waiting until the manga prices get slashed at stores to under $10 or buying used isn&apos;t going to work anymore with things going OP :(  So this is the best option since with this sale the titles are under $8 which is in my comfort zone for buying manga. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been really debating whether to pick up Ai no Kusabi now.  I was waiting until all the volumes were released but the problem now is that all of the volumes might not be released.  Dmp doesn&apos;t have the license for volume 7 and they aren&apos;t even sure if they are going to pick it up.  I really don&apos;t like picking up a series that isn&apos;t going to be finished but at the same time I&apos;m interested in it and if by some chance they do pick up vol. 7 then the rest of the volumes will defiantly be OP since DMP has already said there will not be a second print run since it didn&apos;t do to well for them.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for the rest I&apos;m not sure what older titles I&apos;m going to pick up.  I have pretty much everything from early 2008 and back but I got out of buying manga early 2008 so there are a lot of titles that I haven&apos;t got that I would like to get. Pretty much everything is on order from the Manufacture so whatever I order I probably won&apos;t see for a while.  If I remember right DMP is slow to restock rightstuff unfortunately.  I guess I&apos;ll think it over for a couple of days.  If anybody has some suggestion of titles they really are a must from this year please tell me.  I&apos;m up for anything except titles that are collections of short stories about different characters.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 17 Oct 2009 16:51:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Update Black Heaven and Manga</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/blackheaven/bhc5.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;Black Heaven Chapter 5&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/escort/manga/p8.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;Kyo&apos;s Wish Manga Page 8&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/escort/artch52.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;The Escort Chapter 5 Illustration&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/escort/artch10.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;The Escort Chapter 10 Illustration&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/escort/artch11.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;The Escort Chapter 11 Illustration&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 17:44:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>shoes and the Hawks</title>
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  <description>I went shoe shopping today.  This is the only kind of shopping that takes more than ten minutes for me.  Even clothing takes me only a couple of minutes to locate my size and stick it in my cart.  Even my major purchase of a laptop only took me ten minute to pick it out and checkout.  Shoes are the only thing I actually take time with mainly because I walk so much at work literally miles each night.  I don&apos;t care what they look like, the price, or even the brand, all I care about is that they feel good.  Actually the pair I got today is and ugly gray and pink ( I really hate  pink) and they were over $50 which for me is a major purchase on something that I&apos;m going to &lt;i&gt;wear&lt;/i&gt;.  My normal clothing expenditures are under $10 if possible since I&apos;m not a fashion queen, $15 if I absolutely must.  It took me twenty minute of me trying on about twenty different shoes to pick out a pair of Nikes, now at least I won&apos;t have to buy shoes again for another couple of months.  I just wish they would last a little longer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got the next chapter of Black Heaven back and will be posting it tomorrow.  I&apos;ve run out of energy today and I&apos;m ready for bed.  I would like to say the next chapter of The Hawks is done and technically it is almost ready to send off to amanda but... The Hawks is driving me absolutely nuts.  I&apos;m in the process of going back and re read the entire story again.  I feel like I really need to look at the entire story from beginning to middle and where I&apos;m at now.  I&apos;ve mentioned it before but this last arc of the story had deviated from what I had originally intended to write.  I of course had Sunhawk&apos;s back story written but I didn&apos;t have any intention of bring it into the story as I have.  It was to remain for the most part just character back story to make the character and motives more clear to me.  Yet I started deviating along the way and have drug more of it out into the open than I intended and it has changed the path of where I wanted the story to go.  It isn&apos;t a huge deal like it would be for some since I&apos;m not a person that follows a strict outline.  A big part of the fun of writing for me is watching the story take shape.  Yet I do feel that I need to really rethink the plot now and part of doing that is to look at the whole story for me.  So I&apos;m hesitating since this chapter is the second to the last chapter to end this arc of the story.  I want to make sure I can feasible to the last arc after what I&apos;ve done with this one.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Oct 2009 12:40:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Naruto</title>
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  <description>I finally caught up on all the episodes Naruto Shippuden.  Took me more than a week to do it ^^;  Overall I think I liked it a little bit better than the first one. Although I do HATE the fact crunchyroll doesn&apos;t sub the damn opening and closings.  With such a long series it has its ups and downs I do think Shippuden has a little more of a serious tone than the first one.  I do like that Sakura finally became stronger and a more complete character that is at the same level as the rest.  I was really tire in the first season where she was always in need of rescue and really couldn&apos;t do anything at all.  The symmetry of Sauske, Naruto and Sakura being apprentices to each one of the sennien is kind of cool as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next episodes of Shippeden I&apos;m not looking forward to since I&apos;ve already heard the spoiler from the manga what is going to happen.  Jiraya is my favorite character out of Naruto so of course I&apos;m NOT looking forward to what happens.  Although with all the new information on the Aktuski and Sauske becoming independent it looks like things will get even more interesting soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also finished watching Nabari Ou on the Funanimation site.  This series was one that I watched the first episode of it fansubbed but it just didn&apos;t click with me so I dropped watching it.  The whole opening sequence of the red rain and shinobonsho just turned me off for some reason.  Still it was one of those animes that the premise sounded interesting and when they had the last sale at Rightstuff for funanimation I decided to preorder it to make the $50 free shipping limit.  Giving it another go I found out right off the bat I hated the dub.  That has only happened one other time with me so it was rather shocking.  I usaully watch a show dubbed then if I liked the show I watch the subs as well.  With Nabari I watched less than half the first episode and switched over to the sub.  The voices for Miharu and his teacher where in my opinion horrible and just didn&apos;t fit the characters.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After switching over it took a while for me to become interested in the show.  It wasn&apos;t until Yoite showed up and the show took a drastic change in plot focusing more and more on Miharu and Yoite&apos;s relationship that I truly began to love the show.  It was interesting to watch their relationship develop.  I&apos;m really surprised I don&apos;t see more yaoi fangirl squealing about these two.  I really think most description of this show are deceiving since it doesn&apos;t focus on ninja&apos;s fighting.  I was a little disappointed with the ending since this is one of the few shows I would have liked an ambiguous ending to where the viewer could have chosen to believe Yoite lived or that he ended up dying :(  I also have to say I&apos;ve never seen such a useless character as Kumohira.  He is a waste as a ninja never protecting or winning a fight.  As a teacher since he is never able to explain why Miharu shouldn&apos;t use his powers or anything else.  And as a protector since he just vanished for part of the show to moan about his past.  The character doesn&apos;t really contribute anything at all to the show or character development at all.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 08 Oct 2009 14:13:37 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>The stupidity of management sometimes boggles the mind.  They pulled me into the office to write me up for my attendance.  The only thing is I haven&apos;t called in since  I got wrote up for my attendance FOUR months ago.  Not once.  Then they insist that they are writing me up since I called in the beginning of June and that falls within the the six month rolling period.  After going back and forth with me say I&apos;ve already gotten wrote up for those days and them saying yeah but they are in the six month time period they finally went back and look at the write up I received in June and figured out that they were trying to write me up twice for the same thing @_@  The only thing I could think was &quot;THIS is what they have actually running the store?&quot;  Dilbert management is alive and well within the walmart I work at *sighs*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the brighter side all my days off have been approved for the next two month ignoring the fact they were approved by a manager that has nothing to do with my department ^_^;  and I&apos;m changing my days off so I&apos;m happy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I sent off the next chapter of Black Heaven and a small fantasy story to my betareaders today.  So hopefully I will have an update soon along with another manga page.  I started working on The Hawks tonight and have around 700 words done, at least it is a start.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve also been watching Naruto alot.  I bought the last boxset last time I got paid.  I&apos;m still missing 10,11,&amp;15.  I skipped 10 and 11 since I was never really into the retrieve Sausake thing and 15 since it was filler ep.  I&apos;ll pick them all up eventually 10 and 11 soon since they are $14.95 at our walmart now.  Since I watched the final episode of Naruto I started watching Shippuden.  It actually is holding my attention fairly well.  The pacing of the first arc was rather bad, I was beginning to wonder if the fight with Sasori was going to last twenty ep.  and I still don&apos;t get the opening ep. with Sausuke.  I do like the more adult versions of the characters better and I like Captain Yamato. I do know that I&apos;m not buying the singles of Shippuden, I will be waiting for the boxsets and probably wait until they are repriced.  I&apos;m not that anxious to watched the dub version and the singles aren&apos;t bright and shiny like the Bleach singles where I want to buy them &apos;cuse they&apos;re pretty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also bought Big Wind UP and watched it.  I hadn&apos;t seen it fansubbed since it didn&apos;t have any eyecandy I wasn&apos;t in a big hurry to watch it and then it got licensed.  I still wasn&apos;t in a big hurry to watch it until I watched an episode on Funimation&apos;s site.  I really love the dub on the show which fit the characters really well an although I was altered a lot still was funny.  I don&apos;t think I&apos;ve watched a show that has made me laugh so much in a long time.  I love Mishahi&apos;s expressions and Greg Aryes does a wonderful job with Abe&apos;s anger and frustration.  The only problem I have is with the packaging which sucks.  The whole series comes in two dvd cases each holding two dvds.  It does have reversible covers but really I feel more than a little cheated.  There isn&apos;t even an insert or extras.  If I was at a B&amp;M store browsing around I would pick up the single dvd case look at the retail price of $59.95 laugh and put it back.  When I first got it I thought I had gotten a bootleg ^^;  Quality of packaging and extras has really gone down the drain in the past couple years.  At this point there is no reason to buy a show when it first comes out, I might as well start waiting under super cheap collection comes out.  Who cares if it has an ugly Anime legend/Viridan bar across the top.  The packaging and disc count already sucks and extras are almost nonexistent anymore anyways.  As a collector it just isn&apos;t worth it anymore to buy series when they first come out there is no incentive to.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 06 Oct 2009 14:37:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Hello....</title>
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  <description>Sorry I&apos;ve been kind of dead the past few weeks.  Part of it is laziness and part of it a couple of RL issues that have been causing a lot of emotional and physical problems.  I&apos;ve gotten away from writing for the past few weeks since I didn&apos;t have a lot of time and I just haven&apos;t felt very creative.  I have gotten the next Chapter of Black Heaven done minus the editing which I will do tonight along with finishing up the editing on the non-yaoi story I&apos;m doing for deviantart.  I&apos;ve been trying to sort out the next few chapters of The Hawks in my head to start working on and hopefully I can get back to writing like I use to.  It has been a long time since I&apos;ve took this much of a brake from writing.  There where two weeks where I didn&apos;t write anything at all because I just couldn&apos;t get motivated :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m going to be changing my days off the end of Oct.  to Wed/Thurs so I can avoid having to work Thanksgiving and in extension Blitz morning when to truly insane stalk the retail stores.  I truly hate being in large crowds of people and forced to stand in the middle of a huge crowd of shoppers is like a nightmare for me.  In previous years they use to let us go home when the floors where done but the last couple of years they made us stay until 5am and tried to get us to stay longer.  I&apos;m going to avoid the whole thing by simple switching my days off.  Because of that my updating might change a little bit depending on how well I do at getting back on the writing wagon.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 16 Sep 2009 03:36:20 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>sharing day four</title>
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  <description>taken from &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_regisjr&apos; lj:user=&apos;regisjr&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://regisjr.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://regisjr.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;regisjr&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For one week, recommend/share:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ambers79.livejournal.com/85216.html&quot;&gt;Day One: a song&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ambers79.livejournal.com/85399.html&quot;&gt;Day two: a picture&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic. &lt;a href=&quot;http://becca.slashcity.net/site/ai_no_kusabi/wasteland_content.php&quot;&gt;Wasteland a Ai no Kusabi fanfic by Becca Abbot&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day four: a site.&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.mania.com/aodvb/&quot;&gt;Anime on Dvd fourm&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day five: a YouTube clip.&lt;br /&gt;Day six: a quote.&lt;br /&gt;Day seven: whatever tickles your fancy</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Sep 2009 07:50:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Update Dragon Boy Chapter 27</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/dragon/dc27.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;Dragon Boy Chapter 27 Drake&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Sep 2009 07:32:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sharing Day Three (a little late  ^^;)</title>
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  <description>taken from &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_regisjr&apos; lj:user=&apos;regisjr&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://regisjr.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://regisjr.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;regisjr&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For one week, recommend/share:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ambers79.livejournal.com/85216.html&quot;&gt;Day One: a song.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ambers79.livejournal.com/85399.html&quot;&gt;Day two: a picture &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic. &lt;a href=&quot;http://becca.slashcity.net/site/ai_no_kusabi/wasteland_content.php&quot;&gt;Wasteland a Ai no Kusabi fanfic by Becca Abbot &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day four: a site.&lt;br /&gt;Day five: a YouTube clip.&lt;br /&gt;Day six: a quote.&lt;br /&gt;Day seven: whatever tickles your fancy</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Sep 2009 18:37:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sharing day two</title>
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  <description>taken from &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_regisjr&apos; lj:user=&apos;regisjr&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://regisjr.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://regisjr.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;regisjr&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For one week, recommend/share:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ambers79.livejournal.com/85216.html&quot;&gt;Day One: a song.&lt;/a&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;Day two: .&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;a picture&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/83173944/&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://th04.deviantart.net/fs37/150/i/2008/244/7/6/GAyMES__by_jessmile.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;GAyMES.&lt;/a&gt; by *&lt;a href=&quot;http://jessmile.deviantart.com/&quot;&gt;jessmile&lt;/a&gt; on &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.deviantart.com/&quot;&gt;deviant&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.deviantart.com/&quot;&gt;ART&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic.&lt;br /&gt;Day four: a site.&lt;br /&gt;Day five: a YouTube clip.&lt;br /&gt;Day six: a quote.&lt;br /&gt;Day seven: whatever tickles your fancy</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Sep 2009 16:54:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sharing :)</title>
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  <description>Stolen from&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_regisjr&apos; lj:user=&apos;regisjr&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://regisjr.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://regisjr.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;regisjr&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For one week, recommend/share:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;Day One: &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.sendspace.com/file/hblvef&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;a song.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Private Truth&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Lyrics&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;But, if that isn&apos;t love...&amp;quot; I scolded&lt;br /&gt;taking a deep breath in my rusted chest&lt;br /&gt;While smiling earnestly, I hurt you.&lt;br /&gt;Our gazes meet, even though I have no courage either&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;while dreams let go of that which will someday fade away&lt;br /&gt;I feel like I hate you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Surely you know the truth&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;... I love you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;Though my heart can&apos;t say it as timidly&lt;br /&gt;as my body can.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also don&apos;t want to know what fate holds&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;...It&apos;s hopeless&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;With only what I&apos;ve realized&lt;br /&gt;The future doesn&apos;t really matter anymore&lt;br /&gt;The pair begins.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This isn&apos;t love that you&apos;ve taught me without&lt;br /&gt;knowing what sort of meanings that excitement has&lt;br /&gt;The sigh that is let out as if it knows too well&lt;br /&gt;starts being heard from tranquillity&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m being wrapped up in only my hesitant feelings&lt;br /&gt;I want to indulge in your love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s too late, let&apos;s go as a pair, to outside of everything&lt;br /&gt;To a place where no one can get in the way&lt;br /&gt;We should go, anywhere we can go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If there are limits in love... It&apos;s just that it&apos;s difficult,&lt;br /&gt;see it as calling out my common sense that this&lt;br /&gt;is stupid, within the&lt;br /&gt;box called the body...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Surely you know the truth&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;... I love you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;Though my heart can&apos;t say it as timidly&lt;br /&gt;as my body can.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also don&apos;t want to know what fate holds&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;...It&apos;s hopeless&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;With only what I&apos;ve realized&lt;br /&gt;The future doesn&apos;t really matter anymore&lt;br /&gt;The pair begins.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;Day two: a picture.&lt;br /&gt;Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic.&lt;br /&gt;Day four: a site.&lt;br /&gt;Day five: a YouTube clip.&lt;br /&gt;Day six: a quote.&lt;br /&gt;Day seven: whatever tickles your fancy&lt;/span&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Sep 2009 09:13:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>work</title>
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  <description>I was in a really good mood when I got up tonight.  My order from Aurora had come along with Breath manga and about five other yaoi managa.  I got a wonderful email from a fan with fan artwork of The Hawks that really made me happy.  Then I get to work and was told to stock shelves instead of floor work.  Now I hate stocking anyway and they aren&apos;t suppose to be using us for stocking either.  But to make things worse is my back has really been flaring up the past few weeks.  Both my lower back and my shoulders have been killing me.  My lower back is feeling a little bit like it did three years ago when I had bulging disks.  My shoulders are something that I&apos;ve never had problems with before but lately they have been really tight and achy.  Even stretching hasn&apos;t been helping.  Bending, lifting, stretching in odd angles, getting up and down on ladders and on my knees DOESN&apos;T&quot;T help.  I said something so they had me zone which is the same fucking thing except I&apos;m not picking up boxes.  So I went home at lunch.  I can&apos;t really afford to do it but at the same time I can&apos;t afford to fuck up my back doing work I shouldn&apos;t be doing.  I was furious at first now I&apos;m just in pain.  What really is a downer was that I was in such a good mood when this whole day started :(</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 06 Sep 2009 07:55:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Update Mirrored Attraction and chibi Artwork</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/mirror/mirrorch3.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Mirrored Attraction Final Chapter&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/vampire/azrialchibi.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Azrial Chibi&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/escort/akitochibi.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Akito Chibi&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Sep 2009 15:22:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>manga</title>
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  <description>I bought Breath 1-3 on the spur of the moment.  I wasn&apos;t entirely awake last night when I ordered it but my sleepy mind thought hell why not?  It was one of those titles that wasn&apos;t a high priority but for some reason it sounded like a good idea at 10:30 last night.  Of course that was before my mother said she needed to borrow a couple hundred from me :(, like five minutes after I place the order ^^;  I&apos;ve been on a manga binge lately.  I ordered twenty seven titles from Aurora Publishing since they have a huge sale going one.  I shall never return for $3 a piece.  I picked up most BL titles an a few joesi ones.  On top of that Rightstuff has had sales on a few of manga publishers  over the past month so I picked up  58 other titles not counting all the preorders.  Most were yaoi although I did branch out with Cipher, and Never give up.  I also have bought I don&apos;t know how many use titles the last couple of weeks.  What is depressing is I looked through DMP and 801&apos;s catalog and there is at least 60 other titles that interest me.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 03 Sep 2009 15:38:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>writing tangle</title>
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  <description>This last two weeks have been the weirdest writing period in my life.  I&apos;ve been jumping stories like crazy.  I know this sounds strange since I have four on going stories at once but I usually sit down and pick a story and work on it until I finish the chapter.  I feel like tearing my hair out since in the last two weeks I&apos;ve been working on four different stories at once and haven&apos;t finished any of them except for the Dragon Boy chapter.  I really don&apos;t know what has gotten into me @_@  I started out on the Dream Master story because the character was really calling to me, but then I started working on a fantasy fluff piece for challenge that I took on over at deviantart.  I realized that I was putting off that story because I didn&apos;t like the artwork submitted for me to write a story for.  I put my nose to the grind stone with that one but my mind kept wondering back to the Dream Master piece so I started flipping between the two.  I started the Dragon Boy chapter because 1)I knew that Dream Master was going to take a while and I wanted an update for the site 2)People are waiting for Dragon Boy 3)I really wanted to write the next chapter of that story.  Now that was fine but then one night at work the Halloween story for Y!Galley wrote itself in my head and I figured what the hell I might as well type it out.  Now I&apos;ve got four damn stories going at once, of course I&apos;m ignoring the fact I dropped Windchaser and Submission which I had almost got done before I started this whole mess *sighs*</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 31 Aug 2009 11:37:39 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>manga</title>
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  <description>I was reading a thread over at Arinfantasy on Haru wo Daiteita and one of the posters was saying she was glad the manga was ending so it didn&apos;t become like Bronze, struggling along and having a bad ending because it was too long.  Now I can&apos;t say a agree with that I&apos;m still depressed that it is ending although thankful we are getting an ending.  But the comment made me realize that there was a manga version of Zetsuai and Bronze.  Now I know it&apos;s kind of stupid not to realize it but it just never occurred to me that there was a manga version.  I love the ova so I went out searching and found it at Mangafox.  I spent two days reading through the ten volumes to become really depressed, not because of the story but because it looks like nobody finished translating all of it so I won&apos;t be able to read the ending.  I doubt it will be licensed since it is such an old manga which means I might never see the rest of it unless I learn to read Japanese.  The manga of course is even more depressing than the anime but I still enjoyed it alot.  Right now I&apos;m really drawn to the dark angsty stories and this one fills that requirement and more.  I have to admit that it goes over the top a few times, ok more than a few but I just continued to devour it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On a more satisfying note I found a new manga author than I&apos;m in love with. Kasuga Naoka has a unique character style and some of the best sex scene I&apos;ve seen in a while.  Very hardcore and sexy :)  Most of her stuff revolves around boxers not that I mind ^-^</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 28 Aug 2009 13:53:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>fanfic and original characters</title>
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  <description>As I was buffing along tonight lost in my own little world I was thinking about another Kuroshitsuji Fanfic.  After a while I realized that I need to stop thinking about it.  I&apos;ve already have 4 partially finished stories that I need to get done besides my main ones and if I manage to plow through that I want to do a ghost story for a contest on Y!Gallery.  Thinking about all of that I realized the biggest problem I have with writing fanfics.  You don&apos;t get to have the fun of creating new characters.  For me the biggest joy is creating a new character.  I spend literally hours thinking of the perfect name and look for them.  My newest character creation is driving me nuts because I&apos;m so enamored with him.  With a fanfic no matter how much a like the characters it isn&apos;t as fun playing with them as with my own.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 26 Aug 2009 14:12:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Anime watching and writing</title>
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  <description>I really can&apos;t decide whether or not I like Gintama or not.  I rather unusual I usually either like a show or dislike it but I just can&apos;t make up my mind about this one.  The first couple of episodes didn&apos;t really impress me but I decided to give it another go since it had an interesting blend of samurai and sci fi.  I started to get into and enjoy it but other times I wonder what in the hell I&apos;m I watching.  I&apos;m picky when it comes to comedy and this mainly a episodic comedy so I guess it is a hit and miss for me depending on the episode @_@  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also started watching Naruto again.  This show I do like but in small doses usually around two or three of the boxset and I get burnt out on it.  I&apos;m not like most of the yaoi community and drooling over Naruto because I like pairing the guys up in it.  In that respect I really don&apos;t fit into the yaoi fangirl image I simply don&apos;t get a kick out of slashing straight anime characters.  I love Bleach, Naruto, Prince of Tennis and other shows with sexy guys in them but I just don&apos;t understand putting Naruto and Sasuke together or Ichigo and Renji.  I do like slashing characters that have heavy undertones of sexual chemistry like Sebastian and Ciel or Tsuzuki and Hisoka but I just don&apos;t get slashing characters that are obviously straight together.  I remember when I watched the first boxset of Naruto and after I had finished the first thirteen episodes I thought &quot;What the hell are those girls thinking?  I would be begging Naruto to keep his CLOTHES ON!&quot;  I saw zero sex appeal in him or Sasuke for that matter.  Itachi is another thing but not Naruto and Sasuke.  After watching close to two hundred episodes I see glimpses here and there of sex appeal from them but I can&apos;t see what all the fuss is about Naruto in the yaoi world^^;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also checked out my first asian drama.  Now I admit I&apos;m really into anime, manga, and even J-rock but I&apos;ve never ventured into watching asian tv series.  I don&apos;t even watch American tv shows anymore.  Still I saw at yaoi review that the yaoi manga RH Plus was on Crunchyroll, so the yaoi fan in me decided to check it out.  Day walking vampires :(  I just can&apos;t get use to that but the first episode was kind of cute, so I think I&apos;ll keep watching it at least for the time being.  What really bugs me though is I can&apos;t find the manga for RH Plus.  It doesn&apos;t look like it as been picked up or scaned either.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Crunchyroll picked up Hanasakeru Seishonen which is an anime that I am watching so I&apos;m continuing on with my membership there.  I still really miss Ristorante Paradiso *sniff*  I rewatched some of the episodes yesterday.  That series was entirely too short,  I&apos;m really really really hoping RightStuff will pick this show up since it does remind me of Antique Bakery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for writing I picked up a book &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/Word-Work-Surviving-Thriving-Writer/dp/1931229171/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;s=books&amp;amp;qid=1251295264&amp;amp;sr=8-1&quot;&gt;Word Work Surviving and Thriving as a Writer&lt;/a&gt; It doesn&apos;t have any technical stuff in it and it isn&apos;t a how to book.  It is just one writer telling about his experiances as a writer and some of the things he does to write.  Some of it obviously doesn&apos;t help me since he is talking about being a published writer but some of his suggestions has really help me foucus on writing.  I&apos;m still not as prolific as what I was six months ago but I am writing more than I have been in a while.  My only problem now if focusing.  I&apos;ve been working on three short stories recently while squeezing in my normal chapters.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 26 Aug 2009 13:33:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Writer&apos;s Block: It Is What It Is</title>
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&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Smile *growls*  I hate when people say that to me I often times throttle a very violent urge to kick them.  When I&apos;m deep in thought I&apos;m not paying in attention to my face so no I&apos;m not smiling I naturally have a serious looking face.  Usually they say &quot;Smile cheer up&quot; they  shaking me out of my thoughts which doesn&apos;t make me want to smile but growl instead.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 24 Aug 2009 10:55:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>UIpdate The Hawks and art</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/hawks/hc29.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The Hawks Chapter 29 Mith&apos;s Intentions&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/desire/fdart1.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Forbidden Desires Illustration 1&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/desire/fdart3.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Forbidden Desires Illustration 3&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/desire/fdart4.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Forbidden Desires Illustration 4&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/desire/fdart7.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Forbidden Desires Illustration 7&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/desire/fdart9.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Forbidden Desires Illustration 9&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/desire/fdart10.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Forbidden Desires Illustration Epilogue&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/desire/fdartrivabound.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Forbidden Desires Riva Gift Art&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Go opening to Naruto</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Aug 2009 13:48:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Update Black Heaven</title>
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  <description>I posted this last night before I went to work but didn&apos;t have time to post here :)  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/blackheaven/bhc4.html&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Black Heaven Chapter 4&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 13 Aug 2009 17:21:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Mailing List</title>
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  <description>A few people have asked about a mailing list or some way to know when I post a new chapter so I created a Yahoo group.  It seemed like the easiest way to deal with it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://groups.yahoo.com/group/yaoidesigns/&quot;&gt;http://groups.yahoo.com/group/yaoidesigns/&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:20:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Manga</title>
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  <description>Quiet again, yeah I know.  I&apos;ve just had my nose stuck in a book the last couple of weeks.  I started trying to organize my manga and before I knew it I was reading it @_@  It&apos;s been a while since I poked my nose into my manga collection, I don&apos;t remember half of the yaoi ones I have.  For some reason yaoi manga tends to be rather forgettable to me.  It might have something to do with alot of them being oneshots so the characters don&apos;t stick with me and the fact many seem to follow the same general plotlines.  Ironically the first few yaoi manga titles I bought are the ones that left an impression on me like Embracing Love, Kizuna, Love Mode, Desire, Passion, Empty Heart, and Jazz.  I ran across the first two Finder volumes, it really is to bad I didn&apos;t pick up the third one although the series didn&apos;t really leave and impression on me.  Since it is out of print they are selling at a nice price so I might get rid of them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also was lured into the non-yaoi manga world. I have very few non-yaoi titles almost all shojo except for Rurouni Kenshin, Berserk, and Fullmetal Alchemist all of which aren&apos;t complete and I&apos;m horribly behind on.  I just don&apos;t really like to read action manga.  There is enough of it in anime that I don&apos;t need to search out manga to indulge in those stories.  I took the plunge on order Never Give Up and Cipher from Rightstuff&apos;s sales along with all the Blu titles I haven&apos;t got yet.  I would have ordered Beck but it has stalled and I didn&apos;t want to invest in it unless it will be completed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also kind of missed the boat with Shojo Beat.  I was going to order a subscription only to find out the magazine has been dropped. I use to buy it at Walmart alot I got into Backstage Prince, Absolute Boyfriend, Tail of the Moon, and Skip Beat through Shojo Beat but I guess not anymore.  Instead I decided to try out Yen Plus.  I&apos;ve only bought one volume from them, and I like some of it but it was a while ago.  But I really would like to expand outside of the yaoi area, its to bad my favorite genre is josei and that isn&apos;t something that gets licensed a lot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for writing, I&apos;ve been doing a little.  I still got lots to edit :(  Black Heaven will be this weeks update whenever I get it back.  SOP was late this week but I worked all day yesterday as soon as I seen it in my inbox to get it up.  I&apos;ve been working on a challenge I posted at deviantart.  People posted either a picture or words for me to create stories from.  The first one is a girl and guy pic with some fantasy elements.  I&apos;m still trying to arrange to plot to my liking for that one.  The second is the lyrics for sweet dreams by marlyn Manson.  I&apos;ve already started the opening because it is so vivid in my mind.  That one is someways is going to be a bitch simply because I&apos;m not sure how to translate the story I&apos;ve envisioned into a SHORT story.  The third is a pic of man holding a dog which I&apos;ve several ideas and still can&apos;t decide.  I&apos;ve also been working on Submission that short story I started over a year ago then dropped for lack of inspiration.  It is almost complete, finally.  I also have an idea for a Halloween story but I&apos;ve been trying to shove it to the BACK of my mind.  The damn thing keeps popping up and I keep beating it down.  Lots of ideas and not a lot of output rather depressing but hopefully I can stop reading and sleeping so much and get to work :P</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 12 Aug 2009 18:28:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Update Seduction of a Pet and art</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/desire/spc18.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;Seduction of a Pet Chapter 18 Riva&apos;a Choice&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/ydni.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;Yaoi Design Boys by Nineinjections&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.yaoidesigns.com/escort/artch5.html&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;The Escort Chapter 5 Illustration&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Kioku  closing to Ride Back</lj:music>
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